From one boobs fanatic to another, have you ever felt embarrassed by your interest? I often feel like a misogynist stereotype, and I've never known how to express my enjoyment without appearing disrespectful.
P.S I hope you're feeling better!
I would say, when i was younger, i often felt like i should make more "normal" porn because that's what people expect. Nowadays, im much more comfortable leaning into the fact that im primarily a breast/paizuri fetish artist. Not that there was ever a time i WASNT drawing big tits and titfucks, but i feel less internalized pressure to go for less extreme sizes, or to focus on sexual acts that are less breast-centric.
Ive never worried about coming across misogynistic as a result if my breast fetishism. To be quite honest, in my love life ive been told by various lovers that my passion for their breasts makes them feel good, and has been a turn on for them as much as for me. And you know, i think that just comes from expressing my attraction to someone without reducing them to JUST their bodypart. Having a particular feature appreciated WHILE still being treated like a full person feels nice! I think as long as your passion for breasts is rooted in love and respect for your fellow humans, then theres nothing to be ashamed of.
Hope any of this helps!