Fun fact, did you know back in 2006 or so, Newgrounds was a default recommendation on mozilla firefox? Thats where I got my oral fixation, at 6 years old lol. And then when I was around 15 in 2015 I started hanging around the smash bros community there was a lot of loli artwork and actual like, groomers lol. My first sexual experiences with people were them trying to see me naked over twitter DM's. The Smashboards admin at the time was a chastity cage kinda guy. As for the big one, i think i always had it but i convinced myself it was drawings for like 5 years, not very healthy and im glad i came to terms with it.