becoming an actor/stage director, as a child in elementary school id sign up for any programs they offered that included acting, so Im like getting there soon and I've improved my acting for the past few years with the help of those programs, and I was able to perform on stage and strike new stage ideas with my teachers (IM SORRY FOR RAMBLING ABT THIS HELP)

Becoming a freelance illustrator and/or game dev

Yeah f00f is right, the term is too ambiguous, I'll assume goal tho because the other kind is too weird...

Probably being a dev that is actually good at it??? Like, I know a lot of languages, but I suck at all of them...

As in "goal" or as in "experience while sleeping"?

for the former, I still want to make a video game someday

for the latter, I don't remember dreams let alone that far back, but I do remember that most of them took place in a non-Euclidean amalgam of every house I'd been in, and some of them still do.